The Need for a New Commander
I see . . . that I have been of a warring spirit, commanded by its nature; but now I see the futility of war.
I see . . . that I seek to command, to control all that moves around me because . . . I have no command of anything that moves within me that makes me hostage of a will seemingly beyond my ability to contest.
I see that . . . I am a thing moved, challenged by every passing circumstance, and then commanded to make demands upon them in order to escape the realization of my actual condition.
I see . . . that anyone thus commanded is divided; that one makes war seeking a peace that retreats ever farther and farther away with every divided action one is commanded to take.
I see . . . that only someone who is whole can know Peace.
I see . . . what must be done.
I need a new Commander.