There is a deep discontent within us, but all discontent is divine in origin. Discontent follows deconstruction. We know ourselves through a familiar image of self. We love praise, and hate humiliation.
When we feel humiliation, we feel we are an example of what is exposed. I don't know about myself and anger is all I have to defend myself with. It's an indication of a weak structure. One's true place is a promise that is being fulfilled. God reveals Himself on earth through the beauty of nature. He needs examples of kindness and compassion to be expressed through human beings. We must be examples of eternal principles.
We get negative over the fact, "I am not perfect. I am not the ideal imagined."
Could I see that I am not the ideal if it weren't for Truth showing me? The Light is the deconstructing force so the self can go through the process of dying to illusion.
In deconstruction there is a simultaneous birth. You must be an example of a person changed by the light. Will you be an example of "sacrifice?" God says, "Can I use you?" Will you agree to the deconstruction? We have perfection within, but we must be examples, to raise up others.
Let God strip away your imagined life. Accept the rebirth of the self that accepts correction. Accept celestial life at the cost of darkness. Be an example. Let God use your eyes, to see through His eyes.