We must prove our fears false, or we will never know true freedom. This act of courage is the only one that requires we do nothing.
My question is about despair. After a long illness, I realize that to be happy, there has to be a willingness to not think about self or self-imagined problems. You have pointed to the need to call on the light or step into the light when assaulted by dark forces, yet I do not seem able to do so consistently because I am exhausted by physical illness.